im still trying to take in whats happend and its still really hard but its really sinking in and im finding it hard to be really emotional alot of people cry to deal with things when they are upset and i just feel so sick to my stomach that it seems hard to breath when i first heard the news about julie i was in shock and then i cried and then my stomach was in the worst pain ever well ive know julie since i was about 10 or 11 years old she was introduced to me by my brothers girlfreind at the time she seemed like such and amazing person with three beautiful little girls she always smiled and she loved to laugh she absolutley lived for her kids she would do anything for sky sunshine and alyssa she even took care of others kids, sarah (mybrothers girlfrend at that time) has two kids my nephew aiden and her daughter faith julie was like faiths other mother and she loved to buy toys for him and watch him overnight she loved those two well julie went to get her dog from outside friday night and never came backinside her mother worried about her called the cops because her kids father was supposedy threatining her and leaving her threatining phone calls well julies brother jason went looking for her and put up posters everywhere and nbody gave up hope until saturday julies and her ex boyfreinds bodys were found in mason he kidnapped her at gunpoint and then shot her once in the arm and once in the head killing her then after that he coverd her body and shot himself next to her body i find it sooo fucken sickening that anyone could do that to her she was the sweetest girl in this whole world i wish he wouldnt have killed himseld he doesnt deserved to have just died he deserves to suffer and rot in fucking jail he left her thrree little girls now with no father not that he was in there life and no mother ahh i fucken hate him i know everyone has julie in her minds and will pray for the little girls rest in peace julie